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lyric by Koil

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Entah kenapa...beberapa hari ini aq merasa kejenuhan mengisi hari-hari ku,,disela rutinitasku dengan semua orang yang berada disekelilingku aq selalu merasa kesepian,,I dont know what should I do for now...anehnya aq seakan diingatkan pada orang2 dimasa lalu aq,,orang yang pernah sangat..sangat aq sayangi...bahkan sampai sekarangpun aq merasa rasa itu masih tetap ada...kalo boleh jujur,,hanya dia orang yang yang paling aq sayangi dengan tulus,,tapi begitu banyak hal yag membuat kita ga bisa sejalan,,mungkin benar kalau mencintai itu tidak berarti harus memiliki,,tapi kenapa itu harus terjadi sama aq..?? kenapa pula orang2 disekeliling aq ga pernah bisa ngertiin apa yang aq rasain..?? semua yang terbaik untukku apakah harus mereka yg nentuin??apa aq ga bisa nentuin jalan hidup aq sendiri??

...LuV'...

C I N T A ..........

Tuhan....
Saat aku menyukai seorang teman
Ingatkanlah aku bahwa akan ada sebuah akhir
Sehingga aku tetap bersama Yang Tak Pernah Berakhir

Tuhan.....
Ketika aku merindukan seorang kekasih
Rindukanlah aku kepada yang rindu Cinta Sejati Mu
Agar kerinduanku terhadap - Mu semakin menjadi

Tuhan.......
Jika aku hendak mencintai seseorang
Temukanlah aku dengan orang yang mencinatai - Mu
Agar bertambah kuat cintaku pada - Mu

Tuhan......
Ketika aku sedang jatuh cinta
Jagalah cinta itu
Agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada - Mu

Tuhan....
Ketika aku berucap aku cinta pada - Mu
Biarlah kukatakan kepada yang hatinya tertaut pada - Mu
Agar aku tak jatuh dalam cinta yang bukan karena - Mu

Sebagaimana orang bijak berucap
Mencintai seseorang bukanlah apa - apa
Dicintai seseorang adalah sesuatu
Dicintai oleh orang yang kau cintai sangatlah beratti
Tapi dicintai oleh Sang Pencinta adalah segalanya

Wheres The TruTh....WhErEs ThE LiE..??!!!

hal yg paling aq ga ngerti...yang benar bisa jadi salah yang salah bisa sebalikya...tapi sampai kapanpun aq yakin..kebenaranlah yang akan menang,,,,

...B L u R R y...

Everything’s so blurry and everyone's so fake everybody’s empty and everything is so messed up preoccupied without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble and I crawl & you could be my someone you can be my scene you know that I’ll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what your doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that’s not very far

can you take it all away well you shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me can you take it all away can you take it all away well you shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me everyone is changing there’s no one left that’s real make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl you could be my someone you can be my scene you know that I will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are there’s oceans in between us but that’s not very far

Can you take it all away well you shoved it in my face the pain you gave to me Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to run away nobody showed you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to run away (Chorus) Can you take it all away can you take it all away can you take away the pain the pain you gave to me this pain you gave to me

PuDDLe Of MuDD

...Everythings over...

huuhhh....hari yang berat....

but i'll never give up..

aq tau ini jalan ku..

terlepas darinya...

BROWN EYES/ Destiny's Child Remember the first day when I saw your face? Remember the first day when you smiled at me? You stepped to me, and then you said to me, I was the woman you dreamed about. Remember the first day when you called my house? Remember the first day when you took me out? We had butterflies although we tried to hide it, And we both had a beautiful night. The way we held each other’s hand, The way we talked, the way we laughed, It felt so good to find true love I knew right then and there you were the one ooh oh oooh I know that he loves me, cause he told me so I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show When he stares at me, you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause it’s obvious I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trusts And he’s missing me, if he’s not kissing me And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul Remember the first day, the first day we kissed? Remember the first day we had an arguement? We apologized, and then we compromised And we haven’t argued since Remember the first day we stopped playing games? Remember the first day you fell in love with me? It felt so good for you to say those words Cause I felt the same way too The way we held each other’s hand, The way we talked, the way we laughed It felt soo good to fall in love And I knew right then and there you were the one ooh oh ohhwoah I know that he loves me, cause he told me so I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love, I know that he loves me cause it’s obvious I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trusts And he’s missing me, if he’s not kissing me And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul. I’m so happy, so happy that you’re in my life And baby now that you’re a part of me You showed me, Showed me the true meaning of love (the true meaning of love) And I know he loves me I know that he loves me, cause he told me so I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause it’s obvious I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trusts And he’s missing me, if he’s not kissing me And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul He looks at me and his brown eyes… Tell his soul

Dont cry..dont cry...dont cry...

Ffuuiihhh,,,,,come on big girl..dunno cry...

it's a life...its a real life..the real on u...

Let Him go... n you will find your way...

I'm so sorry..

My Luvly Parent...mungkin mereka akan kecewa dengan gw...tahun ini ga ada kemajuan yang berarti..padahal gw uda berusaha..berjuang keras semampu gw..gw berusaha untuk menjadi seperti yang mereka inginkan...mungkin gw ga seperti sodara gw yang laen...yang bisa jadi yang seperti yang mereka inginkan...

HELLLPPPPPHHH.....!!!!!

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GW GA BETAAAAAAHHHHHHH...

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